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..Well one year ago today my Grandma died. This whole year has felt like a dream and not a day goes by that I don't think about her or miss her. She really made an impact on my life and when I lost her I felt like I lost a part of me. But I guess as my friend said she's still with me just not physically. It's been really hard because I used to be able to talk to her about anything and she was really the only one that I confided my problems in and everything wrong seems to be happening to me and she's not around. But I know that one day I'll see her again..I wrote this two days after she died..
All too quickly you were taken from me,
Once you were here now you're gone,
This world has shown me the evil side of it,
Betrayal,depression,sadness,and anger,
All hides deep within it,
But you're some place safe now,
Where you can't feel all the evils of the world,
You're happy and content,
But please remember,
That I'll always love you,
And I miss you soo much,
Please watch over me and my friends,
And keep me in your heart,
For you will always be in mine..
R.I.P Grandma 1/7/05..I miss you and love you soo much!!
Everything bad that could possibly be happening to me is happening and all at the same time..
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12.20.05 - 12.28am
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In three days my life and world will completely crash down around me..I'm already feeling the affects..
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| Snow! |
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11.24.05 - 4.00pm
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I'm in upstate New York...It's like 22 degrees outside and I saw snow for the first time yesterday..I went out and played in it earlier and like froze my ass off..I miss the warmth lol..But I get to go to Canada tomorrow and stuff..I'll be home late Saturday night..Bunch of pics soon!!!
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11.20.05 - 12.31am
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I leave for New York on Tuesday and I'll be gone for 6 days..I'm so glad I get to get away from everything for a while..AND I GET TO SEE SNOW FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!! Plus I'm going to Canada for a day!!
..Life is sorta starting to look up..
..I'm falling for him more and more each day..<3
..Too bad it might end..
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| ..This is fucking bullshit |
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10.25.05 - 10.06pm
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..This is in my neighborhood..nobody wanted to help until the news crews showed up..my uncle is still in his house with 10 inches of water all around him. His house is completely ruined just like so many others and FEMA won't help and no one will sell flood insurance to these people so Florida screwed them over..
http://www.wftv.com/index.html# Go watch that video
WEST COCOA, Fla. -- One family after another was plucked from their homes by airboat Tuesday. The sheriff's office was forced into rescue mode in a local neighborhood.
We saw it after Katrina and now it has happened in Florida. Rising water trapped people in their homes and deputies had to help about half a dozen or so people out of their homes Tuesday afternoon. It was the first help the people had seen.
There is a canal down at the end of the street. It spilled over its banks and flooded the entire neighborhood, leaving people stranded in flooded out homes. Sheriff's deputies had to resort to airboats to get down Stratford Drive.
Using airboats, deputies checked on residents of the West Cocoa neighborhood that is submerged in at least three feet of water.
A friend floated Anna Pierson back to see her home for the first time since she evacuated in the middle of Hurricane Wilma.
"The backyard was the first thing that was flooded and then from there it just started coming in," Pierson explained.
She lifted as many of her belongings off the floor as she could, but almost everything she owns was still ruined.
"We went through three hurricanes and did not have any damage whatsoever. This one that barely even touched us left us in complete and utter devastation. I don't have anything anymore," Pierson said.
She came back to her home to get shoes for her children and, after seeing what was left of her home, that was all she could do.
"Everybody is saying this is not a catastrophe. I'm a single mother trying to make it in the world and this is not a catastrophe? How is this not a catastrophe?" Pierson questioned.
Dozens of residents throughout central Brevard County have called FEMA and other agencies for help, but individual assistance from FEMA has not been made available to residents in Cocoa.
FEMA said they were still evaluating the needs of counties across the state.
The county had closed all the shelters in the area Monday night. Many of the flooded residents either stayed in their homes or got hotel rooms. The Red Cross has now reopened a shelter.
Also, for many of the victims, hurricane insurance won't cover the damage from this. So, unless they have flood insurance, they are out of luck.
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| Sweet Weekend |
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10.23.05 - 2.08pm
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HOMECOMING WAS GAY!!!!!!
Actually it was sorta ok..I got yelled at when Cheyna, Sean and me were dancing..We were doing "stimulated sex" it was really funny..My boss was there too..Sorta weird lol. Friday I went to The Rocky Horror Picture Show..That was awesome also..It was Felicia's first time. Sweet time. We had fun with the toliet paper lol. Saw some really hot guys with no shirts and in boxers ;) SOOOO things seem to be looking up..Atleast for right now..Had some interesting news told to me..We'll see what happens with that.
The after party was pretty fun too..I was so tired though..So I got home around 4:30 and went to bed at like 6 and got up at 10..So I'm really tired lol..But we don't have school tomorrow so it's all good lol!!Well here's the pics!!
( Pictures!!! )
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| Tattoo?? |
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7.27.05 - 11.54pm
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I'm thinking about getting a tattoo..My friend at work told me where she gets hers and he can do it for me and pretty cheap..It's the japanese symbol for eternity and I already have it airbrushed where I want it..It's like where my hip and stomach meet..Hard to explain..What do yall think?..If I don't get that I'm gonna get my bellybutton pierced again..
Anyways this monday I went to teen night at the county line with Krystal. It was really kewl. I had a lot of fun. Some ugly boy grabbed my ass though..I was pissed about that. This monday is the last monday to go and I'm gonna take Nick with me this time.
I really don't want school to start.I can already see it..There's gonna be a shitload of drama..*sigh* Well I don't have much else to say so I'm gonna go to bed <3
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| Drama,drama,drama |
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7.20.05 - 12.13am
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Wow..It's been a while since I've wrote..Well I got back from Ohio a while ago lol. Uhh..not too much has really been going on. My kitten got really sick after we got her declawed so I've been really worried about her. She has upper respritory problems so she's on some medication. The vets are flippin expensive too. I'm going broke. So I've been trying to find a new job these past couple of weeks. Publix just does not cut it. They have me working one day and I work 9-10 hours in just that one day. It's killing me. I think I got hired at Jc Pennys in Titusville..Who know's. I'm soo not ready for school to start. I really don't feel like going back to all of the drama thats prolly gonna happen and everything else. Hopefully some people grew up over the summer..but I doubt that happened.
Well I went over to a friends house today and some kid was talking shit to him,it was really funny because he said some funny 5th grade phrases. I hate people who are really stupid and have limited vocabulary and then they try and pick a fight with you and sound completely and udderly stupid. Then it pissed my friend off so it pissed me off. Then this kid started talking shit to me. So I had to laugh some more because he doesn't know that I know EXACTLY who he is,what he looks like and where he lives. So I laugh at his stupidity. I know I'll see him at school and he will definatly be getting some words from me if my friend doesn't get to him first. I feel bad for him because he really doesn't know what he got himself into. I'm not even in school yet and people are talking shit and setting they're death date. I am in NO way dealing with shit this year. I'm just gonna laught it off cuz that whole school is just filled with a bunch of fakes.
Well I'm gettin tired so I'm gonna go lay down and watch the rest of my movie..<3
when i see young children playing without
a care in the world .. i don`t kno whether
to be jealous or sad .. Jealous that they
have the innocence -or- sad to think one
day they might feel the pain that i do
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7.1.05 - 7.13am
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Welp I'm up in Ohio. Me and my parents made the 21 hour drive. I've never driven so long. I drove for about 10-11 hours. People up north sure as hell don't know how to drive. The saddest thing was we saw an 18 wheeler after it went right through a tree. The tree cut the 18 wheeler in half and tore it up. You couldn't tell what it was. The tree was flippin huge too and it was like uprooted onto I-95. My dad said there was no way the driver could of lived. But hopefully he did. It was so cool driving through the mountains though. When I get my pics uploaded I'll post them. My ears kept poppin because we were so high. Going through the tunnels under the mountains was pretty damn kewl too. I miss everyone so much down in Florida but I should be back by Wednesday at the latest. Well I'm bored and I hopefully wanna be able to get a nap in before the rest of my family arrives. <3
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| Be my illusion and I'll be your distraction.. |
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6.27.05 - 12.35am
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Wow..It's sorta late but I'll update anyway since I'm not tired and have nothing to do..Well I leave for Ohio for Thursday and I'll be gone like 6 days I think, Maybe more. I hate leaving I love and know behind, I know it's not long but I was looking foward to spending July 4th with my friends and shooting fireworks at people lol. Nothing new has really happened. I'm about to quit Publix and start full time at Picadilly in the mall. I get paid mroe to do less work. what kind of shit is that? So I think Publix can take it and shove it up their ass. My manager tried to work me on my day off then try and call me in early. So I called in and told them I wasn't coming in. I'm not lettin them fuckers walk all over me. No way in hell. She won't work me on my days available. Ahhh..I'm gonna miss everyone so much when I leave..
Anyways, I've been really stressed lately. I think it's because I'm leaving and them coming back and working the rest of my summer away. I had a serious conversation the other night that's still running though my mind. I think it's gonna be on my mind for a long time. I never knew I could affect someone so much. I never knew how much I meant to someone. I guess that shows how much I know. Yet I didn't get the point that I wanted to get across through this person's head. I dunno if I ever will. I'm sorta stuck on what to do but I guess I'm jus gonna have to wait it out. I think I know how this is gonna go but I don't want to believe it and I want to be able to change it. I dunno...
Well I'm gettin tired so I'm gonna head out<3
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---BASICS--
[x] Full Name: Angela Elizabeth Perkins
[x] Nick names: Angie,Angel,Perkins,Pookie..ect.
[x] First Breath: October 9th
[x] Age: 16
[x] Girl or Boy: Girl
[x] Height: 5'6"
[x] Hair color: Brown/blondish
[x] Eye color: hazel/green
[x] Glasses/Contacts: neither
[x] Braces: nope
[x] Where were you born: Rockledge, Fl.
[x] Current Location: Cocoa, FL
[x] Today's Date: June 23
[x] Time: 2:14 pm
--SCHOOL--
[x] What school do you go to: Cocoa High School/ Brevard Community College
[x] What grade are you in: 11th and a sophmore in college
[x] Current G.P.A: 3.1ish and 3.8ish
[x] Favorite grade: 1st
[x] Least favorite grade: 9th
[x] Favorite teacher: Mrs.Travis, Mrs.Dean
[x] Least favorite teacher: Mr.Hair,Mrs.Cannon
[x] Favorite subject: Dance and psychology
[x] Least favorite subject: Geometry
[x] Do you play sports: Dance,soccer,track
--FAVORITES--
[x] Number: 7,13
[x] Letter: I dunno
[x] Toy: my boy toy...
[x] Movie: Notebook,Dirty Dancing Havana Nights,Underworld
[x] T.V show: Futurama, Family Guy, Simpsons,Lost
[x] Shoes: Vans,K-swiss
[x] Clothing: Skirts
[x] Cologne/Perfume: Adidas
[x] Guys Cologne: Curves
[x] Song: Too many to count
[x] Candy: Skittles
[x] Food: Watermelon,pork chops..mMmM Food!!
[x] Singer: Dunno
[x] Group: System of a Down, Brand New,Evanescence
[x] Type of music: Depends on my mood
[x] Hangout: Anywhere but my house
[x] Fastfood Restaurant: Beef O Bradys
[x] Season: winter
[x] Day: Saturday
[x] Weekday: friday
[x] Month: October
[x] Shampoo: V 05
[x] Deodorant: Secret
[x] Car: A very fast one
[x] Country: Japan
[x] State: North Carolina
[x] Boy's name: Tyler,Michael
[x] Girl's name: Alexis,Alexandria,Destiny
[x] Music video: Dunno
[x] Words: shit
[x] Swear word: fuck
--WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR--
[x] George Bush: erg
[x] Laguna Beach: good show
[x] Jessica Simpson: no comment
[x] Hilary Duff: ewww
[x] Britney Spears: baby
[x] Fuck: When and where?!?!
[x] Orange: juice
[x] Love: my boo<3
[x] Gay: ??
[x] Donut: yummy
[x] Water: Wet N Wild
--THIS OR THAT--
[x] Rock or Rap: Rock
[x] Rap or Pop: rap
[x] Rock or Pop: Rock
[x] R&B or Rock: Rock
[x] Metal or Rock: Rock
[x] Pop or R&B: Pop
[x] Pop or Metal: Metal
[x] Rap or R&B: Rap
[x] Britney or Christina: Christina
[x] Hilary or Lindsay: Lindsay
[x] Chad Michael Murray or Jude Law: None
[x] Gay or Lesbian: Gay guys... hot.
[x] Usher or Justin: Usher
[x] Basketball or baseball: Basketball
[x] Pen or pencil: Pen
[x] Skateboard or rollerblade: rollerblade
[x] Ski or snowboard: Snowboard
[x] Me or you: ME!!!
[x] Dora or Blue's Clue: Blues Clues
[x] Red or Blue: Blue
--PERSONAL LIFE--
--FRIENDS--
[x] Best friend(s): Nick,Sofie,Felicia,Krystal L.
[x] Known the longest: Felicia and lonita
[x] Craziest: Sofie and Nick
[x] Shyest: Andrea
[x] Sweetest: all of them
[x] Nicest: all my friends are awesome
[x] Most likely to get lost: Nick by far
[x] Most likely to fall in love alot: Lonita and Krystal L
[x] Scariest: Felicia when shes mad
[x] Best hair: Nick
[x] Most athletic: No clue
[x] Most likely to say, "Do you have to be Dutch to wear Von Dutch?": Bryn prolly
[x] Tallest: Sofie and Jessica
[x] Shortest: Lonita
[x] Always there when you need them: My best friends
[x] Loudest: Sofie
[x] Funniest: all of us together
[x] Hottest: Nick
[x] Best dressed: Andrea and Krystal
--THOUGHTS--
[x] What do you think about gay and lesbian people: Gay people are awesome
[x] George Bush: Our goverment is fuckin gay
[x] Suicide: A cowards attempt to get away from everything
[x] Boy bands: grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
[x] The color pink: I <3 pink
--WHAT DID YOU DO--
[x] last birthday: Went to homecoming and spent it with my friends!!!
[x] today: Time with Nick and food and sleep
[x] Christmas: Worst Christmas I ever fucking had
[x] Thanksgiving: Not too bad..was sick
[x] Easter: i forgot
[x] Valentine's Day: very lonely
[x] Yesterday: Work
[x] Last weekend: Uhh..A party at the beach I think??
--LAST THING--
[x] You ate: Pasta
[x] Hugged: Nick
[x] Kissed: Nick
[x] Drank: Soda
[x] You listened to: System of a Down
[x] Person you saw: Pauline
[x] Person you talked to on the phone: Nick
--WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT--
[x] Are you straight: Yes
[x] Are you Asian: ummm no
[x] Are you Caucasian: yea
[x] Are you Mexican: lol no
[x] Are you non of the above: ummm no
[x] Do you like eggs: sure
[x] What about candy: MMMM CANDY!!!
[x] Girls: they're there to be friends
[x] Guys: boyfriend and the friends
[x] You: Ewwww
[x] Still friends with your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend: HAHAHA no
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| Summer..WOOHOO?!? |
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6.8.05 - 2.58am
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Wow..It has been a really long time since I've updated. So what's been going on? Well my parents got in a car crash like a week and a half ago and my uncle has been in the hospital since Memorial day. Nice start off to summer huh? My parents are ok but they're car got fucked up. I had to laugh because it was funny. Then my uncle had some serious stomach pains so he checked into the hospital Memorial day and he has been in there since and they don't think he'll go home till later next week. So he'll be in there for almost 3 weeks. But the best thing is my parents leave for Ohio June 29th and don't come back till July 7th and I was supposed to go but I've got to stay here and take care of my uncle. So the house is mine!! Can you say party time lol. I already know what I'm doing July 4th so I prolly won't be home for a couple of days. Other then that nothing too much has been happening. I went to the beach the day after school got out and got burnt like hell. I was happy. I've mostly hanging with Nick and Felicia. I need to call up some people that graduate and see them those. I miss all of them :(
Anyways, I paid off my ticket..161 dollars later..I'm broke and in debt lol. But I'm so glad I've got it paid for. I have a stereo in my car now thanx to Chris. I'm hopefully getting Nick's cd player real soon and then I'll be banging lol. Someone asked me out the other day. But I said no and they are like obsessed with me. I feel bad for them cuz I like someone else and will hopefully not be single for much longer..Who knows. I got asked out by that person but I said no and sorta messed up so I'm trying to fix everything. Well I guess I'll go so I can go visit my uncle in the hospital.
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4.28.05 - 11.28pm
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BASICS
1. What time is it? 11:29 PM
2. Full Name: Angela Elizabeth Perkins
3. Birthday: October 9 1988
4. Location: Cocoa, Florida
5. School/Mascot/Colors: Cocoa High School/Tigers/Black&Orange
6. Zodiac Sign: Libra
7. Shoe Size: 9-10
8. Ring Size: 5-6
9. Height: 5'6
10. Pets: a kitten,bird and fish (funny combo huh)
11. Siblings: None..lucky me
12. Eye color: hazel/green
13. Hair color: brown with natural blond highlights
14. Grade: 10th
15. Hobbies: Dancing,singing,playing soccer,horseback riding,hanging out with my friends,sports,the beach and so on..
16. Nicknames: Angel,dark angel,pookie,trouble,annie,hamster,poodle,angie,perkins,punk ass,ect..
17. What languages do you speak?: English(duh)spanish,japanese and I kno sign language
18. Do you play sports?: varsity soccer,dance
19. Where were you born? : Rockledge, Florida
20. Are you a night or a morning person?: night
21. Are you ticklish? : Yes but you must find my ticklish spots..
22. Do you believe in God? : yes
23. What do you want to be when you grow up? : a psychologist or somethign in the medical field..
24. What was the worst day of your life?: Well..it started when I was born..
25. What is your most embarrassing story?: yea right..
26. What has been the best day of your life? When I perform on the football team for the fans..
27. What comes first in your life?: friends
28. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? crush ;)
29. What are you most scared of?: losing the ones I love..
30. If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? : On the back of my head I guess..
31. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? : what's happened to me..
32. Whose your sweetest friend?: Krystal K.
33. Whose your funniest friend?: Felicia and Krystal L.
35. Who do you E-mail most?: Idk
36. Whose your meanest friend? : I dk
37. Whose the loudest? : Sofie by far
38. Whose the shyest? : Andrea
39. Whose the smartest? : Krystal and lonita
40. Whose the wildest? : Krystal L.
41. Whose your best friend? : Sofie,Krystal L.,Nick,Felicia
42. Who do you go for girl/guy advice? : My Grandma until she passed away, now not really anyone..
43. Who knows all your secrets? : No one does.
44. Whose the prettiest? : I dk
45. Whose the tallest and the shortest: Sofie is tallest, Lonita is shortest
46. Whose the most understanding? : Sofie, Nick
47. Whose the most honest? : Nick
48. Whose the weirdest? : All of them are equally weird in their own way lol..
Favorites
49. Memory: I have no clue..
50. Movie: Dirty Dancing:Havana Nights,Underworld,Lion King,Black Beauty
51. Song : We belong together-Mariah Carey
52. Band/Group: Evanescence
53. Store: Hot Topic
54. Relative: My grandma
55. Sports: Soccer and football
56. Vacation Spot: the bahamas IT's FRICKEN SWEET!!
57. Ice Cream Flavor: Mango something and birthday cake
58. Fruit: Watermelon and honeydew
59. Candy: Skittles
60. Number: 7&15
61. Class: Lunch and dance
62. Holiday: Christmas
63. Day of the Week: Friday
64. Color: Blue,purple,black
65. Magazine: Cosmopolitan
66. Name for a Girl: destiny,alexandria,alexis
67. Name for a Boy: I dk
In the Past 24 Hours have You...
68. Lied? Yes
69. Had a serious talk? : Yes
70. Hugged someone?: Yes
71. Fought with a friend? : yes
72. Cried?: yea
73. Laughed? : Yes
74. Made someone laugh? : Yes
75. Bought something? : Yes
76. Cut your hair? : No
77. Felt stupid? : Yes
78. Talked to someone you love? : yes
79. Missed someone? : YES
Have you Ever
80. Had Sex? : yes
81. Done drugs? : No
82. Eaten an entire box of oreos? : Yes
83. Been dumped? : Yes
84. Had someone be unfaithful to you? : Yes and they know who they are..
85. Watched punky Brewster? : No
86. Hiked a mountain? : no
87. Stayed home on Saturday night, just because? : Sometimes
88. Been in love with a person? : Yes
89. Seen the White house? : On TV
90. Seen the Eiffel tower? : On TV
91. Tried smoking? : No
92. Drank alcohol? : No
93. Smoked marijuana?: No
94. Played monopoly?: Yes
95. Seen Titanic? : I own the movie.
96. Kissed someone? : Yes
97. French kissed someone? Yes
98. Lost your virginity? : yes
99. Tried a weight loss program? : No
100. Jumped on a trampoline? : Yes
101. Visited another country? : no.
102. Colored in a coloring book(and had fun)? : Hell yeah!!
103. Had a bubble bath? : Yes
104. Been on a plane? : Yes
105. Been on a boat? : Yes
106. Been on a train? : no
107. Been in a car accident? : yes
108. Ridden an elephant? : Yes
109. Made a web page? : Yes
110. Played with Barbies?: all the time
111. Stayed up all night? : Yes
112. Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? Yes
113. Broken a bone? : yes
114. Called a phsycic or sex hotline?: No but my frend did while I was in the room..Some hilarious shit..
115. Watched Jerry Springer? Yes
116. Gotten in trouble for talking in class? Yes
117. Been afraid of the dark? : When I was little
118. Been in the hospital (not visiting)? : no
119. Had stitches? : no
120. Dumped someone and regretted it? : Yes
121. Went out with more than one person at a time? : No
122. Lied? : Yes
123. Been arrested? : No
124. Fallen asleep in class? : All the time.
125. Used food for something other than to eat?: Yes
126. Met a celebrity? : no
127. Broken the law? : yes
128. Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? : yes!
130. Been brokenhearted? : Yes all the time in fact..
129. Hated yourself? : Yes
131. Broken someone's heart? : I dk I think so
Do You
132. Daydream? Umm..yea I guess
133. Like to give hugs? Depends who I am giving a hug to.
134. Like to walk in the rain?: Yes...rain is awesome
135. Sleep with or without clothes on? : On
136. Prefer black or blue pens? Black
137. Dress up on Halloween? not really
138. Have a job? Yes
139. Like to travel? Yes
140. Like someone? : Yes
141. Sleep on your side, tummy or back?:Side and back
142. Think your attractive? : umm..I dunno..
143. Want to marry? : Definatly
144. Have a goldfish? : No
145. Ever have the falling dream? yes
146. Have stuffed animals? : yea..there all piled on the side of my bed and my walls..
147. Go on vacation? : Yes
148. Murder: I have alist of the people who shall soon meet their fate ;)
149. Abortion: Umm..depends on the situation but prolly not
150. Bill Clinton: ewww
151. Smoking: No
152. Eating Disorders: Ive never had one..
153. Rap: ok I guess
154. Jerry Springer: Sweet show to watch
155. Suicide: Tired it but I was stupid..
156. South Park: South Park Rules!!
157. Summer: Wasn't as good as last year's
158. Tattoos: maybe one day
159. Peircing: 4 in each ear and my belly closed up(getting it redone)I want my tounge next ;)
160. Make-up: only when I have to perform er dressing up..
161. drinking: I had sips on new years
162. Guys: too much fucking trouble
163. Girls: Only my firends!!
What do you think when you hear this name
164. Jennifer: Jen from school..
165. Kristine: ...
166. John: no clue
167. Ben: no clue
168. Christina: CAT!!
169. Jason: the boy from third grade that had a crush on me..ewwwy
170. Courtney: ....
171. Jeff: The new kid in school..
172. Alex: someone I work with..
173. Nicole: I miss you!!
174. Ryan: the stupid redneck that always hangs around lol
175. Michelle: Umm...I dk
176. Ivan: i dk
177. Lisa: From math class..
178. Pamela: ??
179. Matt: fro boy
180. Maria: Umm...
181. Jackie: ?
182. Todd: My bestest senior friend..I miss you!!
183. Caroline: ?
184. Anne: Umm...I dk
185. Rachel: my best friend when I was little..
186. Patrick: Spongebob!
187. Kate: ??
This or That
188. Pierced nose or tongue? : Tounge
189. Be serious or funny?: Funny
190. Single or taken: Taken
191. Simple or Complicated?: complicated
192. Campfire or fireplace? : Fireplace
193. Bathing suit or snow suit? : bathing suit
194. Law or anarchy? : anarchy
195. MTV or VH1? : MTV
196. 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? : NEITHER!
197. Sugar or salt? : sugar
198. Silver or gold? : Silver
199. Tongue or belly button ring: Belly
200. Chocolate or flowers? : Flowers
201. Angels or miracles? : Angels
202. Color or Black-and-white photos? : Color
203. Sunrise or sunset? : Sunset
204. M&M's or Skittles? : skittles rule!
205. Rap or Rock? : hmmm...
206. Stay up late or sleep in? : Staying up late
207. TV or radio? : Radio
208. Hot or cold? : Cold
209. Tall members of the opposite sex or short? : Taller
210. Sun or moon? : Moon
211. What time is it? 11:52 PM
212. Diamond or Ruby? : Diamond
213. Left or Right? : Right
214. 10 acquaintances or 1 bestfriends: 1 best friend
215. Vanilla or chocolate? : Chocolate
216. Kids or not? : kids
217. Cat or dog? Cat
218. Half empty or Half full?: Half Full
219. Mustard or ketchup?: Ketchup
220. Newspaper or Magazine? : Magazine
221. Spring or Fall? : Fall
222. Give or receive? : Give
223. Rain or snow? : rain
224. Lace or satin? : Satin
225. A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? : Friendship
226. Happy or sad? : Happy
227. Corduroy or plaid?: Corduroy
228. Wonder or amazement? Amazement
229. sneakers or sandals? : sandals
230. McDonalds or Burger King? : McDonalds
231. Blondes or Brunettes? : Brunettes
232. Mexican or Italian food? : Italian
233. Lights on or off? : Off
234. Duct tape or scotch tape? : Duct Tape
235. Candy or soda? : Soda
236. A house in the woods or the city?: woods
237. Pepsi or Coke? : pepsi
238. Nike or ADIDAS? : adidas
4 GIRLS ONLY!!
239. What do you look for in a guy? : Someone who is funny,smart,caring,sensitive,someone that can take of you and protect you
240. Describe your dream guy: The one that will never exsist no matter what??Look above..
241. Tough or hardcore guys? : Tough
242. Sweet or innocent guy? : Sweet Guys.
243. Smart or Athletic guys? : Smart
244. Favorite cologne on a guy? : curves
245. Best gift a guy could give? : Flowers or something he made
246. Flowers: Roses(specially white ones)
247. Will you go out with a guy who has girlfriend or a wife? : yea fuckin right
4 GUYS ONLY
248. What do you look for in a girl?
249. Describe your dream girl:
250. Cute or sexy girl?
251. Long hair or short hair on a girl?
252. Strait or curly hair on a girl?
253. Best gift a girl could give?
254. Favorite perfume on a girl?
255. Would you go out with an older girl?
256. Girls with long or short nails?
257. Sweetest girl you know?
ETC
258. Do you like this survey?: Its long!
259. Is this one of the best surveys you'vever taken?: sure why not
260. How about the most unique? Um I guess
261. Have you gotten most of these questions on another survey?: Yes
262. Do you like to answer questions? Sure
263. Are you getting annoyed with this survey? sorta
264. If you are, are you gonna delete questions off of the bottom cuz u r bored? : sure why not
265. I don't think you should, do you? : hell yea!!
266. Do you go to church? : sometimes not normally
267. Do you like church? : I guess
268. Why?: I fall asleep most of them time er jus daydream..
269. Whats your favorite kind of tree? : Sakura Tree
270. Out of all of your friends, who has the phattest room?: hmmm..dunno..
271. When you look at a person with lime green tights on, whats the first thing that comes to your head? : OMG!!!
Whats the first thing that comes to your head when you hear/see
272. A computer: AIM!
273. A laptop: Wish I had one
274. A mismatched person: cool I guess
275. A guy with long hair: no realu kewl
276. A guy with spiked hair: sexyness
278. A tree with no leaves: naked
279. A couch with a sheet over it: must be dirty..
280. An open door: the door is open lozer
281. An open zipper: HAHAHA
282. A guy wearing a necklace: Nothing
283. A girl wearing a hat: must have nappy hair lol
284. A mall: Shopping!!
285. Abercrombie and Fitch: Like I can afford any of that
286. Aeropostale: i dunno
287. Hot Topic: sweet ass store
288. Pacific Sun: YAY
289. Saved by the Bell: dont watch it
290. Boy Meets World: kewl show
291. Beverly Hills 90201: Never seen it
292. A stereo system: Music!
293. A gun: Oh shit
294. Someone shout out "I'M EATING PEANUTS!!!" : good for you
295. Someone shout out "I HAVE TO PEE!!": ME TOO!!!
296. Someone shout out "WHATS THE ANSWER?!": C (joke)
297. A desk: school
298. A teacher: School...ugh
299. A doctor: Needles,tests..ughh...
300. What do you think of the questions they make you answer at the doctors office? : stupid as hell and it takes forever to fill out..
301. Do you like the number 300? Sure
302. What about 301? : sexy
303. Are you getting REALLY bored now? Yes
304. Are you annoyed? : sure
305. How many questions do you think this survey SHOULD have? 2?
306. Do you think it can exceed 500? : No
307. I heard about a 500 question survey once but i never got to see it. Did you? : No
308. What are your last words? : What a fuckin idiot
309. Thats nice, the survey isn't over yet: FUCK!!!
310. Do you have to pay bills? : doctors and that fun shit
311. Do you want to pay bills? : Hell No
312. How do you think your parents feel when THEY have to pay bills? : My dad gets frustrated and mad
313. Do you do your own laundry? : sometimes
314. Do you clean all the bathrooms in your house?: Only mine.
315. How many bathrooms are in your house? : 2
316. How many TV's are in your house?: 4
317. How many phones are in your house?: 5
318. How many tables are in your cafeteria? : I don't know-don't care
319. How many beds are in your house? : 2
320. How many couches are in your house?: 1
321. What are you thinking about right now?: friends
322. How many desks are in your Math class? Do you think I give a fuck?
323. Do you get a lot of math homework? : fuck yes
324. Do you hang out with your friends a lot?: Yes
325. Are you getting sick of this survey? : Yes
326. Have you seen Clueless? : no
327. What are your opinions of that movie? : ??
328. Did you think when you first started watching it that Cher and Josh were gonna get hooked up? : ??
329. Did you think that Christian was gay? : ??
330. I did. If you didn't, do you think you're a tard? : no
331. If you had to pick a religion to be, what would you be? no clue
332. What are you thinking about right now? : read the question up there dumbass
333. What is your favorite store in the mall nearest you? : Hot topic
334. How long does it take to get to the mall nearest you? :10-15 minutes
335. What is the mall called? : Merritt Square Mall
336. Do they have a store called Belk's or Filenes?: I think Belks..Not sure..
337. How about a major sports store? : I think so
338. Is there a pet shop? yes
339. Whats your all time favorite font? : tahoma
340. What do you like better, laptops or computers?:laptops
341. Spaghetti or Ziti? Spaghetti
342. Macaroni w/cheeze or w/sauce? Cheese
343. Paintings or photos? PHOTOS
344. Stripes or solids? Solids
345. Basements or attics? Attics
346. Do you like crushes because of their looks or personality? : Personality
347. Life or no life? Life
348. Individual or just like everyone else? : Individual
349. Loud or quiet: Loud
350. Shy or Rambunctious?: Rambunctious
351. Refrigerator or freezer? Frige
352. Carpet or tile? carpet
353. Marble or wood? Marble
354. Plaid or stripes? Plaid
355. Stripes or dots? Stripes
357. Now what time is it? : 12:04 PM
358.Monopoly or Life? Monopoly
359. Uno or Skip-Bo? : Uno
360. Beauty and the Beast or Aladdin? : Beauty and the Beast
361. Toy Story 1 or Toy Story 2? 1
362. Armageddon or Deep Impact? Armageddon
363. You've Got Mail or Ever after? Ever After
364. Sound of Muzic or My Fair Lady? Sound of Music
365. BSB or N*sync? none
366. Joey or Joe? Joey
367. Matthew or Matt? Matt
368. Jonathan or John? John
369. Patrick or Pat? Patrick
370. Michael or Mike? Michael
371. Mike or Mikey? Mike
372. Mickey or Mikey? Mikey
373. Charles or Chuck? charles
374. Jason or Jay? Jason
375. Dawn or Sunny? Dawn
376. Light or dark?: Dark
377. Top or bottom?: Bottom
378. Higher or lower?: Higher
379. Left or right?: Right
380. Big or small?: Big
381. Dad or mom?: neither
382. Sitcoms or movies?: Movies
383. TV movies or real movies?: Real
384. Scanner or Xerox machines?: Scanner
385. Church or Mass?: Mass
386. Boat or canoe?: Canoe
387. Ocean or lake?: lake
388. Are you sick of this survey yet? : Yes
389. A lot? Yes!!!
390. More than you were b4 or the same? : yes
391. Do you want me to stop now? : YES
392. Are you sure? : I WILL KILL YOU!!!!
393. Okay, do you have any final thoughts? : I hate you
394. No?: YES!
395. I think you're lying: damn..you caught me
396. Are you lying about lying? Yes
397. Do you like school? Only because of my friends
398. Do you have gay or lesbians in your school? Yes
399. Do you like most of your friends? Most of them
400. Do most of your friends go to your school? Yes
401. Do you have more younger friends or older friends? older I think
402. ITS QUESTION 400!!: SWEET!!
403. Is this one of the longest surveys you've taken? : Yes
404. Is it the longest? : Yes
405. Is it interesting? : sure
406. Is it dumb? : No
407. Does it make you want to make your own survey? : No
408. Would you ever like someone 3 years younger than you? : No
409. How about someone 3 years older? : Yes
410. When you like someone, do you tell them right away? : No
411. Do you wait for signs? : Yes
412. Do you think i should? Sure
413. What if there really are no signs?: you're shit out of luck
414. Whats your favorite letter of the alphabet?: z I think
415. Do you think that Z is a cool letter? yea!!
416. So, do you have any final words? Holy shit I'm tired..
417. Are you still able to type? Yes, I can type for hours
418. Say something great about the person who sent you this survey: I found it and fuck that website
419. Say something great about yourself: I...WILL RULE THE WORLD!!
420. What time is it now? 12:08 PM
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Well long time no write huh? Life seems to be so crazy..So what's been going on. Well I'd like to start off by saying..33 days left till school gets out and I can't wait!!! I am gonna party and live life up. I'm thinking about quitting Publix real soon..I know I'm gonna but I jus dunno when. I applied at Sears and got cashier, something I wanted to be at Publix but their too damn poor and have their asses to far up their head. We have a new manager but I haven't worked with him yet b/c I only fuckin have 3 hours. So other then that I've been having some health problems I guess you could say. I have a doctors appointment Monday and I'm nervous as hell. I do not like doctors, I've never been to this doctor and I haven't been to a doctor since like 1999. A real long time. I hope everything comes back alright. Other then that nothing really. I still have a speeding ticket I need to pay off which sucks like hell. I owe the school money so I'm sorta in debt I guess you could say.
So I've been dealing with a shitload of drama and I'm jus so tired of it that I don't care anymore because if you look at it, people want you to give a reaction..It's what they strive for, so if you ignore it they might just get some brains and realize they're getting no where. But of course we have dumb people all over the world. So I've finally realized who my true friends are and who isn't. Quite a surprise if you ask me. But I'd rather have 3 true ones then 20 fake ones who will betray you. And people think they're gonna get somewhere talking shit..It just shows that you can't do it in my face and I don't care what you think cuz it isn't true..So I laugh at you and your stupidity..HAHAHA people won't bring me down..I have who I want as my friends and they care about me and I'm happy. I jus can't wait to graduate..Get away from Cocoa. Ahhh..
So I don't really have anything else to talk about so I guess I'm gonna go..
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My name is Angela Perkins
I rox to the max but not as much as sofie
Someday I want to be as cool as sofie but it won't be possible
I want to buy sofie lots of candy and chocolates...
WEEEEE
<3333 Angie
P.S. this really isn't angie writting! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
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We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Every sense is heightened. Every emotions is magnified. Our everyday reality is shattered and we feel as though we can fly. It may only last a moment, or an hour, but that doesn’t diminish its value. Because we are left with the memories that we will treasure for the rest of ours lives.
Because you have someone who dries the tears, even if they’re the one that made them come. You have someone who calls you, just to say hello, and those conversations can last hours upon hours yet their voice never gets old. You could be silent the entire time, and it wouldn’t matter because you hear them breathe, and you feel something. Their smile sort of gives your heart an electric shock and you realize that it isn‘t easy to ignore. The look they give you makes you realize that you‘ve found your someone. They touch you, and your knees get weak. And when they kiss you, you know that this is the one person that you’re suppose to kiss for the rest of your life. The words that they say are beautiful and the make you feel like you’re worth something. They give you hope, they give you strength, they give you meaning. And you look at them, and suddenly everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing you can focus on is this one person and to you, they are perfect, therefore your life as you know it .. is perfect. Even if only for an instant. And you want to laugh and cry because you feel so lucky to have found it yet at the same time you’re so scared that it’ll go away.
And sometimes it does. It kills you, it devours your heart, and it makes you completely and entirely worthless and shitty and alone. Because now no one is there to make you smile the way they did. No one can sing to you in the tune that they carried. No one else’s touch, kiss, smile, lips, hair, smell, no one’s anything is ever the same. Your heart is no longer the same. You see them and you know that they still have a piece of you with them … even if it’s stuck on the bottom of their shoe. But it doesn’t matter
Regardless if you love them hate them, wish they would die, or know that you would die without them … it matters not. Because for once in your life, whatever they were to the world, they become the world to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling the depths of their souls, and you say a million things without a trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitable. We want to fall in love for a million reasons. Whether it be because you don’t want to face this world alone, or because you just want to feel. No written word could do it justice. Love is not a thing of the mind but of the heart. A feeling only felt.
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About Me
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x. You Live ... cocoa florida
x.Piercings ... 4 in each ear
x.height ... 5'6
x.eyes ... hazel/greenish
x.hair color ... brown
x.length ... to my mid back
x.fav number ... 15,13,7
x.fav food ... Pizza,french fries,watermelon..alot of food
x.fav movie ... Dirty dancing Havana nights and the notebook
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x.movie you rented ... the notebook and saw
x.movie you bought ... Dirty dancing havana nights
x.movie you went to go see ... uhhh..The grude I think
x.song that you listened to ... Tehcno that Nick gave me..
x.song that was stuck in your head ... I don't remember...
x.song that i downloaded ... Techno
x.cd you bought ... Crime Mob
x.cd i listened to ... MP3 cd
x. tv show i watched ... Family Guy I think
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x.you have a boyfriend ... no
x.you have a crush ... yes
x.you have pets ... one bird (my pookie)
x.you think about suicide ... yea
x.others find you attractive ... I dunno go ask them..
x.you drink ... i've had a few
x.you do drugs ... no
x.sleep around ... no I stay with one person
For or Against
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x.abortion ... against
x.suicide ... against... typically
x.murdering ... against
x.premarital sex ... for..If you know what your doings go ahead and do it..
x.drunk driving ... against
x.death penalty ... for
x.using someone ... against!
x.smoking ... against
x.doing drugs... against
Have You
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x.ever cried over a guy ... yes
x.ever lied to someone ... yes
x.ever been in a fist fight ... yes...
x.ever been arrested ... damn close
x.ever been in the hospital ... not as a patient
x.ever been in a car accident ... yes
x.ever fired a gun ... yes
x.ever gone hunting ... yes
x.ever had stitches ... no
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x.shampoo/conditioner do you use .... V05
x.perfume do you use ... adidas
x.shoes do you wear ... flip flops.my kswiss
x.are you scared of ... losing the ones I love,spiders..
x.drives you crazy... People lieing to me in my face..many things..
x.hurts the most ... being bitten when the person has no intention on letting go..
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x.of times you’ve had your heatbroken ... 2
x.of hearts you’ve broken ... 2
x.of drugs taken illegally ... 0
x.of different types of drugs ... 0
x.of people you would trust with your life ... 1
x.of people you consider your enemies ... le my whip out my LONG ASS list
x.cds you own ... too damn many to count like 100?
x.scars on your body ... 15-20?
x.of things in your past you regret ... ALOT of things
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Wow..It's been so long since I've last updated..So many things have been keepin me busy..
I just got this sudden urge to write..Tomorrow will be one month since I've lost my grandma. Things still haven't calmed down. I can't even walk in her house without crying when I get home er something. I don't think I've ever had something I've loved so much ripped away from me. Me and my grandma had a really strong bond. Me and my parents are constantly at each other's throats now..It's not even funny. I think I'm home like only a couple of hours a week. I can't really stand this house now..After she passed away everything went downhill..I was fighting with everyone..It was crazy shit. And she was gone. I know that it's something I need to not dwell on and I'm not really..It's just there's times that I need her so much and then there's times that I miss her so much..It's crazy. I dunno what to do with alot of things..I just wish I could go back to the past..It would help alot..
Well I've got college tomorrow and my dad and me are fighting like normal..I'll try to update more..
tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry
counting the days that pass me by
I been searchin deep down in my soul
words that im hearing are starting to get old
feels like im starting all over again
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